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Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee

Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee

Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil, tunhion jaan meri

Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera
Main karoon intezar tera
Tu dil, tunhion jaan meri

Main tenu samjhawan ki
Na tere bina lagda jee

Reet's pov :
It has been one week after that incident. I stopped talking to them, involving in their business. It's not like i don't want to talk. But I'm hurt by my sister's words. How she can blame me every time? Why only me? Why can't she see his fault?. I know i did wrong by invading his Past like that. It was wrong but he brought my nightmares back again and the worst thing is that anyone doesn't know about it.

I didn't had my dinner mostly. I don't sit when Ruhaan is present. As he wanted me to stay away I'm doing that. I don't accompany them at breakfast too. I'm having my breakfast and lunch at office cafeteria. I know it's not good but what to do. Shaanvi tries always to talk to me but i ignored her. Even jiju came to talk to me but i said him that I'm fine just i need space. He was not sure about my words but gave me space.

He is the only one who understands me always. He has always supported me even when my family didn't. I love him so much. So everytime he sends kiaana to me at night. She talks with me, giggles with me. We sleep together watching her favorite cartoons.

She has made my days good now. From that day in the office i started ignoring him. I often talk to him when its necessary and he just looks at me blankly. His eyes always has emotions which i cannot understand. Why he gets sad when i call him sir. Didn't he wanted me to call him sir. So now I'm doing it.

I have started looking a apartment or PG for me. I should not stay here as this house is not mine. I have got my first salary. Yes it has been one month that I'm here. I asked Raj to help me out for a house.

Flashback:-

"Raj can you help me to find a home?" reet asked him.

"home?" he asked her.

"i mean a kind of apartment or PG, you know?" reet said fidgeting her fingers.

"But reet why?" he asked.

"Please don't ask the reason, can you help me or not?" she said in a serious tone.

"Ok i will" he said

"Please don't say to anyone" she said.

He nodded and i left from there.

Flashback ends....

It has been many days and he searched a good apartment for me and i can shift there after one week. Because there some construction is going on. It was night time and tomorrow was a sunday, so i don't have to go to office. I sighed and moved towards kiaana she was sleeping there with a smile on her face. I smiled and kissed her forehead and got up to take pills. I'm taking pills since kiaana is sleeping with and i don't want to scare her. I took the pills and laid beside her, i was hungry but right now my hunger died. And slowly sleep engulfed me.

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At morning :

I woke up at late at morning. But kiaana was not there. I freshened up and went downstairs then my eyes falled on the table and ruhaan was present there. So i decided to skip the breakfast, we will order something.

I went up to the terrace, the weather was so good. I was enjoying when i felt someone sitting beside me. I looked and there was jiju sitting looking handsome as always.

"Good morning" he said.

"Good morning jiju"

"you didn't eat breakfast?" he asked.

"Umm,i was not hungry so" i said nervously.

"Your hiding something from me?" he asked and i furrowed my brows in confusion.

"What will i hide from you?" i asked.

"This." he said moving his hands towards me and it had my pills. What the hell where did he get that?.

"Jij-"

"Your getting those nightmares?" he asked.

Author's pov :-

Suddenly reet stiffined at her place, she had no words to say.

"Did you get those nightmares again?" siddhart asked.

Reet sobbed and nodded her head. She had tears again.

"Why didn't you inform me?" he asked.

"I didn't wanted to trouble anyone." she said not meeting his eyes and siddhart chuckled.

"why we are nothing for you?" he said with hurt expression

"it's not like that jiju, bas i-" she said but suddenly stopped.

"Because you were hurt over shaanvi's words" he said and reet looked towards him being shocked that how he knows.

"How do I know? I know you since you were 17 Reet and now you're 23,." he said.

"why its always me jiju, why can't she trust me. Why always I am blamed for everything? . Many years ago also she didn't believe me and now too. Why?" she said while sobbing.

"But you would have shared with me right? Am i nothing to you" he said and she sobbed even more he hugged her, patting her head he said.

"no matter what happens reet, your jiju is always with you. Even when whole world will be against you ill not leave your side. Because your not like my sister but my sister and mostly important my best friend" he said and she even cried more.

"Why you always support me jiju?" she asked while sobbing.

"Because I know you are not at fault always, there must be some reasons. And about shaanvi she is just concerned about you" he said and broke the hug.

"Concerned? Really so she always blame me right?" she said while wiping her tears.

She got up and moved while saying.

"You know what jiju mumma always says that she had complications during her pregnancy on my time and there was only 10% chances of survival of mine. I wish i would have not born, i would have died-"

she didn't get to complete her words there was sound of slap echoing on the terrace and reet stood there holding her right cheek and her head bowed to the right side. She slowly looked towards the person who slapped her.

" Di? "she said with pools of tears.

" How dare you to say those words reet? , how could you? "she shouted and her while tears were flowing from her eyes.

Siddhart went towards her and held her when she stumbled back.

" Shaanvi calm down "he said.

" How can i calm down sid, jab meri hi behan marne ki baat karrhi ho"she said and looked towards her who had her head ducked down.

(when my own sister is talking to die)

"Reet look at me, i know i did a mistake by blaming you but you started hiding everything from us? " she asked her

"Bol na, abhi toh bohat kuch bol rahi thi, now speak" she said and reet sobbed.

Shaanvi went towards her Holding her face in her palms she said.

"I'm so sorry baccha, maaf karde"

Reet looked at her and even sobbed more she hugged her tightly like a small child and shaanvi hugged her even closer. Siddhart smiled looking at them showering lots of love.

"Reet when did you get that nightmare?" she asked.

She looked at her she didn't wanted them to tell that she got nightmare because of ruhaan.

"Di- i" she stumbled.

"That night right, when Ruhaan left you right" siddhart said and his jaw was clenched.

"No jiju it was not his fault, di had already warned me not to speak about his past, but i did. In anger both of we did wrong this. So its ok jiju" she said.

They were having a small reunion but there was one man who stood shocked recognizing every word they were saying. He was in a big guilt now and he wanted to Know what had happened to her that she is getting nightmares.

Ruhaan's pov:-



We were having breakfast but as usual Reet was not there. She has started avoiding me, she always ignores me. I don't know why but my blood boils after seeing her laughing with everyone but ignoring me. She doesn't sit us with breakfast even with bhai and bhabhi, i don't what happened with them. Did bhabhi tell her something? So she must be hurt. Suddenly i saw reet coming but she again went backwards towards terrace, i thought to talk to her but suddenly bhai and bhabhi's voice caught me.

"sid those pills are of her panic attacks , is she getting again those nightmares and attacks?" bhabhi asked him.

"Don't worry I'll ask her" he said comforting her.

I also wanted to ask same to reet that why she is taking those pills but i didn't know that she gets panic attacks and nightmares. Is it because of me?

They went there bhabhi stood at door observing everything while bhai was talking too her. But she said something that caught my attention.

"I wish i would have never born, i wish i would have died that time" what the fuck is she speaking, is she out of her mind thats when bhabhi slapped her so hard that her head ducked down.

I couldn't see that so i moved from there. I was standing there when bhai came there.

"Bhai" i called him out and he looked at me with those glares.

"What?" he said.

"Can you tell me why reet get those nightmares?" i asked and he narrowed his gaze on me.

"Can you tell me first where did you leave her at last night?" he asked.

"Vo at that abandoned road" i said and he fisted his hands.

"are you out of your mind ruhaan, you know what that's the reason why she got her nightmares back" he said loudly.

"But bhai what happened with her?" i asked out now, he was nkt answering me so shouted on him.

"She was molested ruhaan, she was just of 17 years. That also it was her best friend." he said and i was shocked to core.

"what?"i asked

" yes that was also an abandoned place where she was molested and even you left her there so she got those nightmares ruhaan after these many years "he said getting more tensed.

" I'm so sorry bhai, i didn't knew it and it all happened in anger, i didn't mean to leave her there all alone"i said and realized i did a very big mistake that she can't forgive also.

"You did very wrong and for that you will apologize to her, do you get that?" he said in a stern voice.

"I will bhai, i will" i said and he nodded at me.

"I hope you will make things better ruhaan" he said and left from there.

I was standing there being shocked knowing what all she has gone through.

"Got molested when she was too young"

"she was just a kid of 17 years."

"she went through so much, the way she shows the world as the happiest one but she is not. I am the reason why she got hurt, i hurted her. She is pure soul who deserves everything."

"And i promise Reet I'll make everything better between us, I'll ask for forgiveness. If you will be not to ready to forgive, I'll beg for it. But I'll do it for" Us".

I said after making promises to myself at any cost I'll not let her to be hurt and get haunt because of those nightmares.

"And I'll make sure the man hurted you, molested you will not exist in this world now, that's my promise Reet and i fucking mean it"
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